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If you walk around today like
It's nothing with your head in your ass
All your bull shit won't turn into facts
And as you scrape off every trace
to keep numbing just to forget your past
Won't you don't kill just keeps coming back
And gets right in your fucking way
why your stuggling but
you think it will pass
Watch and learn as the world burns to black
Or you can set your fucking aim at those fuckers
grab your gun and an ax
we'll control burn those fuckers to ash
In the middle of the day came the soldiers
as they're piled in their truck
brown bagged us stuffed in the back of a truck
And now we're planning or escape
dripping water as the bucket fills up
Yeah you're fucked if you're fucking with us
This is the war song
this is your song
this is my song
this is why we get us and dance on
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Damn, Spite goes far
I walked here
Torched your car
Picked apart
Stab your heart
Watch my carve
It's an art
Shoulda known
I’d let go
Of your throat
Once you croak
Then I’ll stomp
Stomp so more
Till you’re flat
As the floor
If my bones pop out
If my loins cop out
If my souls lost now
With my joints chopped down
I'll still tear you out if my stops now
I'll still wear you down
First your head I’ll mount
When your last prayer screams out
You rang
I'm not home
Least not mine
I'm in yours
Knife and rope
Start off slow
Peel your toes
Up your nose
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There, I caught you
Dancing in the falling rain
I shouldn't stare
Should grin and bare it
Should walk away
And leave you
Dancing in the falling rain
Is it me that’s wrong
What you bleed I come
I shouldn't care
I should just walk off the pain
Take a breath drop my aim
Cross off your name
You’re stressed man
This is just a test
I know she’s just a block away
I needed a moment
I try to not come here alone
But now my tank is blown
There, I caught you
Dancing in the falling rain
Pouring Rain
This isn’t fair
Should be me there
Holding your hair
Dipping you dancing in the
Falling rain
Pouring Rain
Beware of the love crave
I cherish the love we made
I want you back my love
I begged you wouldn’t come
I’m in the air beware mother fucker, you dare?
I’ve spent so long
Just watching you two
So I’ll end him first to see what you do
As you’re wanting reilif
Like you couldn’t believe
I’ll crossing the street
So you knew it was me
I’ve spent so long
Just watching you two
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The Light Eye Bridge
Is gone
Do you love not?
Your pain it glows
The Knowldege in the scrolls
Makes up all you know
Why taste your woes
You’ll never fee alone
When there’s no one home
It takes control
It’s free because we’re sold
But where’s there to go?
The Light Eye Bridge
Is gone
Do you love not?
Your brain explodes
From rebels in the snow
Made from 1s and 0s
Shaped marshmellows
Fogged up monicles
Crowned in Monico
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Snuff a life another number
Why bother to count
The pieces found all strewn around
Stimulate away their wonder
‘Til their eyes dim out
Can't think too loud
Just hear you now
All those dead Bodies
What’s the use of worrying while you sleep
All those dead bodies
Too far to see
You’ve run
All out of blood
Sucking up so much
Cause the Re-up’s such a rush
Never Enough
Or too much from your next victims
Eat your prey of worn out hunter with their claws ripped out
The blood was found, here comes the hounds
Acting like it’s just a blunder well you sure looked proud
The cameras out, they still have doubts
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Hey there
Get it right on
Or my soldiers shoot you for fun
Watch you heads pop off one by one
Play fair
Ha dont make me laugh
Well take your there’s no taking back
Stay scared what more could we ask
It may be picking up
It’s coming better you know bout the wind
It’s blowing heavy take hold
Grabs your kin
You and all of your friends
Yeah it's all in the wind
Blank stare
Get on your tip toes
Your mouth closed
Stay quiet as a mouse
It's my house now get comfortable
I've stayed there once or twice before
Now smokes billowing out your windows
Your hum drum song man you best bite your tongue
I caught you looking at me
I wondered what did you see by the thrown
It’s a tale that you wanted to read
You shoulda put it in ink
Now you’re gone
It’s a zoo but it feels like your free
Until they’re choopping your meat watching on
Oh, you missed all that there was to see
Because you’re looking at my on the trown
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Dreams turn to nightmares when
I come around
Oh you’re screams
Baby I care
But won’t put it down
Sing me a love song
I want you it in writing
Oh the notes of your crying
Your yells for help lullabying
Where is my phone call
I want you to know
I’ve got everything under
Right under control
Oh who dreams of nothing
While they’re wandering
Down the Road
Oh I feel nothing
As I’m sitting on my thrown
Boy when he made me well
God got it wrong
I was driving to work
When it popped in my thoughts
I’m sorry for nothing
Cause I sure had fun
Oh your hate through the glass speaks
And it turns me
Goodbye
All I have to say is
Goodbye
With a freak like me
All you can do is set me free
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In the begging you played about dumb
Just wanted in on all the fun
To ease the pain
It smells so great
But now you’re wasting all day
Til the next time you’re paid
And in the middle going strong
You thought why not take some time off
And lost your place
You got lazy
You’ll find your way
But why not wait one more day
And in the end that little touch
Now something you cant get enough
It takes all you make
Like you knew it’d take
You read all warnings
So what you mad at the snake for?
You knew what a snake was before tried picking it up
You always said you wanna know the place where good and evil grows and have a taste
Don’t know their name
its worth the shame
at least it was yesterday
Well it feels so much better raw
You shed your skin it’s a coin toss
It's almost noon
You spray perfume
It's still P.U.
So what you mad at the snake for?
You knew what a snake was before tried picking it up
You’re always on your megaphone
but couldn't be bothered to vote
At home you stayed
Or wrote some name
Don’t want the blame
Well how the hell can things change
And now whatever he says goes
You disagree in cells you’re thrown
You’re like who could say
It was plain as day
He was showing gold fangs
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When it's four am
I'm the beach it's raining
Across the street there's lighting
The palm tress fire starts dripping
When it's four am
Some kind of magic happens
Suck in the dream juice leaking
Rapturing as it sinks in
When it's four am
And are you gonna take me downtown?
Are you gonna take me baby downtown?
I know
Model planes are all fake
But baby my nose
Smells something
Maybe we can shrink and fly those
I don’t know, I've never flown
I want you now though
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I recorded the backing tracks and had the song titles for these songs back when I was writing and recording Unweaving the Apocalypse. I didn't have the lyrics for the songs and moved onto other projects since the songs didn't end up on Unweaving. Well when 2020 came, and everything that came along with it, the lyrics came too.
The lyrics were written and vocals were recorded this year onto backing tracks recorded around 2011-2012. I'm glad myself 9 years ago left me these songs to express what I was feeling and turn my anger into art rather than another angry post into the void of social media.
There's a thing back when I was a boy scout (I know right?!) that they would say, Leave your campsite better than you found it. Well hopefully we can leave the world and the people in our lives a little bit better than we found them too, Way cheesy!
Thank you Alex Korostinsky for Mixing and Mastering the album and thank you Tony Contini for the album art!
This album is dedicated to the people of Iraq, who did nothing, and were punished for everything.
released October 30, 2020
Producer, Composed, Recorded and Performed by John White
Mixed and Mastered by Alexander Korostinsky
Album Cover by Tony Contini